21. senior. new blog. new patty. im trying to find out who i really am. i want to be better. i want to be the person i know i am. God has such a big plan for me and i will not let myself ruin it. i love my friends. i love my family. i am trying hard to be the patty means i was but making sure i stay the person i am. i do not need negativity. i cant say dont judge me because i do not have that power. this is my outlet and you can do what youd like with it. this one is different. i will be different.

truth.

its sad when you have to stop being friends with someone. i am not good at it. i like to have many friends. i need to feel love and accepted. but its funny how you are so quick to talk badly about “best friend” but then you are always hangingout with her. 

im going to go cry in my bed now for a while.