i have been having some of the best weeks of my life. lets be real here. i cannot believe how blessed i am within my love for God, for my friends, my family and myself (finally)
sometimes i read into things and make things a lot bigger deal than they should be. but lately i feel like i have made a turn around and have just been trying to go with the flow and if i think i upset someone for whatever reason i just try to think about what the problem really is. if its actually something to be worried about ill ask and inquire. if not i just say “Lord, im trippin! calm my soul” and i feel like its working.
im trying very hard not to worry about the future. I think when you are a person who likes to plan plan plan and be organized about certain things it really is extremely hard to just let go and let god. you want to trust in his path and what he has instore but when you know that if you just do it yourself then you can probably make the best of it. i know in the end everything will work out. he will guide me. but i get scared.
for the past three weeks ive been living with a new group of girls. everyone asks me “what’s it like” or “do you like them” blah blah you know those sort of questions. and as much as i miss my old house of girls i couldnt imagine living anywhere else. i really wish i could have been with them since day one 4 years ago. they are so loving, welcoming and supporting in everything. everyone does their own thing but in the end its about the group and the family and thats what i need more than anything. one in particular i feel myself getting closer to. we are just so similiar and i feel that this is God’s doing. and i cant wait to see what he has in store for the rest of this semester.
